It is such a tiring and difficult journey uphill and many, many times I felt like giving up and let myself fall and roll down the bumpy hill. I am tired. I'm tired of being the pillar. I'm not supposed to be that pillar. I'm supposed to simply lean against it. Being a pillar means you need to support the house. Your shoulders being pressed down every day by the weight but you need to hold on. You are the giver, never the taker. And I am tired. And I feel like letting go.
It was Sarah for the first 5 years of her life then one fine day she decided to be called Aliyah instead. This is the story of Aliyah's mother, her family and her thoughts.
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