For all the heartaches you have caused me, the kind of heartache that can never be healed.
I will hate you as long as I live.
I will hate you as long as I live.
It was Sarah for the first 5 years of her life then one fine day she decided to be called Aliyah instead. This is the story of Aliyah's mother, her family and her thoughts.
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Yes, there is somebody who can heal you. She has been waiting for you as much as you have, for her. Someone who forgives you for hurting. Someone who forgives you for being just a human. Let her embrace you.
I know it is easier said than done. But I find it way easier than waiting for the pain to be redeemed. Anger and hatred work well, but backwards, taking you closer to the past.
There is only one YOU. And there is only one TODAY. Love that you today.
I dunno dear. Some days are good and some are just bad. Maybe I'm just going through some bad days now :(
But I know what you are saying. Cliche lah kalau I cakap, "Been there, done that." kan? Hehehe. Being betrayed is no different than being robbed. Our sense of security is gone. And that's what we are dealing with. The pain from the past and the fear for the future. Masalahnya, in the meantime, our present slips away.
Maybe you are going through some bad days now. I agree. This forgiveness business takes a lot of time, energy and effort. It is even more challenging when we have to forgive someone we love. It's easy to just use the third party as the punching bag when reality is... our loved one is equally at fault.
At the end of the day, I always question myself, "What do I want for me?" Only when I have the answer can I start living my life. But mind you, I am still going from answer A, to answer B on a daily basis!
Let's keep each other posted, shall we? :)
Sending you all the hugs, love and peace, my friend.
This "me" thingy is exactly what Oprah has been talking about, like forever. When we start thinking about "me", then we are one step towards being happy (or at least slightly happier!). Problem is - we are always the giver, so this "me" stuff can be a bit difficult to start. But need to start somewhere kan? Maybe that's why your answers A and B have been changing :)
Yes, let's keep each other posted. And help each other in ways only we know how :)