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Go Figure

When anger means kicking at the door till the lock broke, slamming on the table till one leg almost broke and threatening to smash an old useful dedicated long-serving laptop, I don't think the person deserves anymore respect. When time and time again, the same problem arise every time a deadline approaches, how can one be patient anymore? Not once, not twice. Every time. And when reason can't be understood. And all those years of selfless acts are simply thrown into the drain, who can blame me for backing off.

So, I am backing off. Because I am tired of being tolerant. Of being the one picking up the pieces. Perhaps wearing too many hats can be really exhausting.

Most importantly, a switch has been shut. This red laptop has aged gracefully. Serving its owner to its maximum capacity. It contains a decade of data that is crucial to its owner's survival. It is the tool for its owner to "cari rezeki" and has proven to do just that for ages. The family has been supported by it in many, many ways. If in an act of idiocy it got damaged, then even the thought of doing it is totally unacceptable.

Who am I kidding? Reason is never understood anyway. Or is it ego getting in the way? Go figure. I pray you find the answers.

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