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3 Things Close to Heart

1) After watching The Matrix last night (cerita no 1 - dah tak ingat how Neo started), I was about to go to sleep when I checked Awani update on my phone. Astaghfirullah... I told Hubby a MAS plane lost contact in Ukraine. Terus buka channel 501 and the worst fear was splattered on the screen. The plane was shot down and crashed. It seemed like just yesterday MH370 was lost and yet to be found (obviously presumed crashed) and now MH17. I didn't get much sleep last night. Every hour check latest updates. Sampai alarm 4.15am boleh terlepas (I must have touched "Dismiss" instead of "Snooze"). Alhamdulillah, terjaga jam 4.50am dan sempat prepare sahur.

Al Fatihah to all Muslims on flight MH17.

2) Nowadays, I make simple lunch for my mother and send over (after sending Aliyah to school) daily. Except weekends when my sisters are usually there. Starting this week, malam pun cuba untuk ke sana untuk suap dia makan. Kalau tak ada orang bagi dia makan, memang dia tak makan. The next day dia akan complain yang dia lapar. I try to prepare food yang senang dia ambil sendiri tanpa bantuan. Masak roti prata segera pun potong-potong into pieces. Teringat masa Aliyah kecik dulu buat macam tu senang dia makan. Sekarang buat untuk mak I pulak. Life indeed is a wheel.

Susah nak kata... at times she cannot distinguish day and night. Last night I temankan dia sampai my brother balik masjid. Pagi tadi dia cerita yang dia tinggal sorang-sorang malam tadi masa semua orang pergi masjid. I told her - "Kan malam tadi orang temankan mak? Ingat tak?". She blinked a few times and said - "Ingat". A few minutes later she would complain again that she was left alone. At times terasa hati juga tapi banyak-banyak istighfar.

3) Our cat Mimi, the one-eyed cat is presumed dead. She has been missing for days. Bukanlah I miss dia sangat since dah lama semua kucing dibiarkan di luar. Since Fabian hilang, tinggal 3 ekor saja - Mimi, Boboi the blur cat dan Eecah. Three days ago, I heard sounds of kittens. Punyalah mencari akhirnya jumpa di celah-celah pokok pandan. Ada 2 ekor - putih dan kelabu. Baru buka mata. Separuh badan masih ada kesan darah lagi. I am very sure they are Mimi's sebab hari tu nampak macam pregnant. Sehari letak dalam cage dengan harapan Mimi akan balik. Tapi tak juga muncul.

Esok paginya pegi beli botol susu dan susu kambing dari Vet. Cuba buat sendiri dulu. So, I lah jadi Mommy Cat. Paksa kittens minum susu. Esoknya cuba lagi tapi yang kelabu refused to drink. Comel sangat macam anak harimau sebab telinga bulat. We decided time to get help. So we sent over to the Vet. Dapat jumpa Sazali yang bagi Mimi to us dulu. He said he'll try his best. I hope the kittens are doing well. Kalau besar sikit teringin juga nak bela. Dah lama tak peluk cium kittens...

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