Ada satu hadis Rasulullah saw: "Tidak rugi orang yang melakukan istikharah dan tidak akan menyesal orang yang selalu bermesyuarat dan tidak akan miskin orang yang selalu bersederhana". One of the surest way to get peace of mind after making a certain decision is by performing solat istikharah. After that, any decision being made, whatever the outcome is, insyaAllah, one will be at peace. Even if the outcome is not as expected.
That decision to bail out from that killing project - I immediately felt at peace, even though consequencesnya mungkin not so favourable. Masa angkat tangan untuk doa - "Ya Allah, jika hal ini (my decision) dalam pengetahuanMu adalah baik bagiku, baik pada agamaku, baik pada kehidupanku sekarang dan masa datang, takdirkanlah dan mudahkanlah bagiku kemudian berilah aku berkah daripadanya" - one can actually immediately know, deep in one's heart, the decision to be made.
Actually, by now dah move on and never want to even think back. But sometimes, wonder lah juga. Not on the decision made but the status of the work. Bila mengadu dengan Hubby - "kesian the team, because they had to continue my work". Hubby kata - "diaorang tak kesian pun kat awak...". Betul jugak...
That decision to bail out from that killing project - I immediately felt at peace, even though consequencesnya mungkin not so favourable. Masa angkat tangan untuk doa - "Ya Allah, jika hal ini (my decision) dalam pengetahuanMu adalah baik bagiku, baik pada agamaku, baik pada kehidupanku sekarang dan masa datang, takdirkanlah dan mudahkanlah bagiku kemudian berilah aku berkah daripadanya" - one can actually immediately know, deep in one's heart, the decision to be made.
Actually, by now dah move on and never want to even think back. But sometimes, wonder lah juga. Not on the decision made but the status of the work. Bila mengadu dengan Hubby - "kesian the team, because they had to continue my work". Hubby kata - "diaorang tak kesian pun kat awak...". Betul jugak...
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