I managed to catch up with geng achik-achik a few times during the time I was not well. They have helped cheer me up in our WA group. Even when they just talked among themselves about nonsense, I was gladly entertained. In December, I remember feeling so terrible I couldn't bear it anymore that I called An Nur Hospital to set appointment with the psychiatry unit. I desperately wanted an appointment the next day but I was told the doctor doesn't take new cases. The earliest appointment I could get was the day after with another doctor. I had one day to kill and to a person with such condition, a day can equal to endless hours of agony. I messaged Mas telling her I was really sick and she immediately set to meet me right there and then. We met at IOI City Mall, had lunch, just talked about our families and friends, no mention at all about my condition until the end of our lunch. Itu pun because I suddenly felt sick and suffocated with the surrounding that I told Mas I need to go...
It was Sarah for the first 5 years of her life then one fine day she decided to be called Aliyah instead. This is the story of Aliyah's mother, her family and her thoughts.