It's been such a long, long time. As far as I remember, ever since I started this blog, I've never skipped a month. This is the longest absence ever. Almost 5 months! I'm still alive, if you are wondering. I was just... not well. It was the most horrible time of my life; that 3 months I was down. It started early December and lasted till end February. Allah... Thinking back, it was hard to believe that I survived that phase of not being well. What happened? I really don't know. I guess it was 3 types of sickness blended into one, all at the same time. I can't even describe the feelings and condition I was in. It was one after another, I was lost at first but I had Hubbs to thank. He observed me closely and every time I just couldn't take it anymore and asked for help, he jumped straight in and did all he could. That 3 months I was sick, I was treated by 2 Darussyifa ustaz, well 3 ustaz counting the last one I went to and was finally told I was OK. I received t
It was Sarah for the first 5 years of her life then one fine day she decided to be called Aliyah instead. This is the story of Aliyah's mother, her family and her thoughts.